So freaking irritated these few days~ So many things are happening and I'm so confused. I want to turn back time, and go back to the past.. whn everything was just how I wanted it to be. I mean seriously you can go to them for all I care, dont come finding me. You werent there for me whn I needed you and whn I almost broke down.. I cant take this anymore, why do I even give a fuck. I'm sorry if I wasnt good enough for you. Now that you have them, you can forget about me for all I care. I know you're having lots of fun there so yeah, good for you. You wont understand how I really feel..

Anyway I miss you, I really do..

I wish I had someone to talk to right now but nvm, this is good enough, just typing all this out.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Korea trip! <3 (26Nov2011-5Dec2011)

Haishhhh seriously, I'm so tired of all these.. Why do I always have to be the one pleasing you? Its not as though I'm always the one at fault.. I've had enough and everything. Arghhhh srsly, wtheck do you want me to do?

And tht person is further on adding to my problems! People who say they're against you are so lying to me.. It's either that or they're just acting! So stop thinking tht you're so popular and everything! Stop making things so hard for me pleaseeee.. I've had enough!

Anyway yes, I rlly miss my friends!:'( I miss sitting next to LeongJiaYing! And doing all sorts of weird things together during class and talking nonstop during lessons! D: And having her to pinch me to wake me up during lessons. I miss going home with Limlihui! And sometimes with Quek and Jolehneeee!:( The 165 gang! Which became the circle line gang whn it opened! I miss the weird and crazy convos we have on the journey home! Andand thn going to amk hub with limlihui to buy lunch, and taking forever to decide! And always going to her house for sleepovers! Kekekke^^ I miss my whatsapp buddy sabooneh! Talking abt how hungry we are and everything! And her goodmornings every single day! Yes, I miss all of tht! I miss manymany ppl! Dausuan, cheeken, yuxuan.. andand the MDers! And Cheong and Mel, the crazy poks! And VannPee!! I miss having dance together! And going to the bus stop together so late after cca everytime! Haishhhhh:'( I miss everything! Andand I miss her! When we used to make funny faces at one another whn I walk past her class.. always borrowing money frm me, and me borrowing other thingys frm her.. How we used to sms everyday and our late night convos! And you telling me all sort of weird things! AHHHHHH I'M GONNA MISS ST. MARG'S MANYMANY! LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER!:') THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! AND I MEAN EVERYTHING!<3

Just reached home! Went to sch today to pass laoshi her present!:) And also went to visit chidance with JLow, JChan and AmandaMak:) Hehhehe yayyyy! I wanna see laoshi's reaction man and see her cry! Tahahhaha jkjk:) And in the morn, cause we didn't wear proper sch attire or anything, the stoopid guard didn't want to let us in to the sch! And we had to show her our identification cards, and I didn't bring any! So wtheck! Wtv man! What an ass tskkkk!

Anyway thn we went coro for lunch at golden rooster! Teehehee so long nvr eat there alr, thn I took mrt home by the long way! Kekeke just reached home^^ Walked home under the rain just nw, thinking abt the past! I actually miss St. Marg's! And th time I spent there:'( I MISS MY DEAR CUCKOO FRIENDS! AHHHHHHH SAVE ME:'(

IM IN KOREA NOW! It has been quite fun!:) But srsly.. just because of this trip, I'd to sacrifice going to sooooo many events!! D: Mama, *that and most importantly, PROM! D: which is like once in a lifetime! Arghhh. Anyways thy wld hve surely had loads of fun! Yayyy:)) I rlly missed out on a lot.. but its okayyy! On the bright side, I got to see snow for the first time in my life! Teehehheh:) Im at the hotel at the ski resort nw! Love this hotel manymany kekeke its so big^^ And we're waking up early tmr to play with the snow again! Whoohooo~ And try to make snowman and snow angels, the ones I made today were sooooo #fail! Went skiing today, it was so freaking cold! My hands were freezing tht it hurts very badly just nw, and my ears had no feeling too! Ehheheh:> Anywayyy hope I'll rmb to post some photos I took here and during the trip whn Im back in sg!:) Remind meeeee! Anyway I've to go help Jeslyn pack her JapanLife nw! Hehhehe byeeeee~ ^^

P.S.: We're leaving the ski resort tmr! D: Ohyaaaa! LotteWorld ytd was daebak!:D (Y)

P.S.S.: I miss you, yes I do.. :'(

Okayyy so nw I've like 5 more papers left, but! I srsly feel like olevels are overrrr! Haishhhh I needaake myself feel scared!!:( Anyway anybody who see this, pease download JapanLife!:) Its a fun gameeee!:> Andand rawrrrrr! I needa start studying:'( I SRSLY CANT WAIT FOR OLEVELS TO BE REALLY OVER!!!

Okayyy, so for this year's olevels, based on the website's estimation, we've to get at least like arnd 78 to get A1 for amath and 93 for emath A1?? Tskkk! How wonderful! D:

Ohhya, HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE~

Amath and Emath have been such a disappointment, I rlly dk wht to expect now.. Amath and Chemistry paper 2 tmr D: #savemenow And my dear leongjiaying! Cheerrrrr up:( It really hurts to see you like tht:'(

Guess wht! So our olevel answers are kinda out alr, like for now, english and emath! Which is like damn fast! Eheheheh but provided you trust tht teacher ahh. Hehehh so anywayyy, I was quite happy for my emath at first until I found out everybody is getting around the same marks, cause the paper was damn easyyy! Haishhhh so everyone is getting 70+ out of 80. Hmm I got 74/80, which isn't that good anymoreeee. I've no comments. Andand I kinda chck the English answers too! Kekkee for tht, I srsly do nt know how to chck, but estimate arnd 15 or 16 out of 25? Heheh thts a B4! Anyway my vocab I got 2 words correct! Hahhahah, so anyway there's EMath Paper2 later! I hope tht it'll be hard but mt too hard such that nobody know how to do ahh! So anyways, I'm going to school soon!:) Kinda afraid for paper2 kekeke, and the answers are surely gonna be out later today! Hehehhe. Bye guys, all the best for later!:)

Hey you cuckoo pong!! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTHHH!:)) I'm really grateful for having such a friend like you! Anywayyy rawrr! Wanted to send you the birthday msg at 12am!! But my phone couldn't send it! So now I shall wait until 1159pm and I'll send it to you!:) Hope I wont forget to send it!

It has been a superrrr long time since I last blogged! Kekeke^^ Busy with olevels!:/ I still am though, emath papers tmr and on Friday! Planning to only study emath tmr! Hehehe, other subjects take priority for nw!:) LAST PAPER ON 14thNOV! I can't wait!;))

I MISS HERRR... ):
Argh.
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